Saturday, July 25, 2009

More Weekend


Mommy burping Charlotte.


Jim & his daughter. This is a darling picture, but as usual, I probably had my finger over the lens so it's not a clear picture but it is cute!



My darling granddaughter!!


More Charlotte.


Charlotte with here Daddy.

I got a note from my sister wondering if I had taken any pictures of Charlotte my weekend in Des Moines. So I thought I better get these on before someone else asked the same question!! I noticed she got her picture with Charlotte on Jim & Mandy's blog!!! Actually I didn't get a lot of pictures the day of the picnic. Charlotte was being a Mommy & Daddy baby and was indoors the majority of the time. When I was around her I didn't have my camera. So, I'll just have to depend on Mandy & Jim for pictures!!

I did spend some additional time with my little family in Urbandale. On Sunday evening Barb plays ball so spent some time with them then. I did get to hold Charlotte for a bit but she decided she really did prefer her Daddy so I lost out on that one!! I'm sure she'll soon get over that phase and we can all hold her as much as we want. We had a nice visit on Sunday evening. Barb's game was forfeited (the other team didn't show up), so we left and made a quick trip out to the hotel that my conference was at. It wasn't too difficult to fine but I was glad for the guided tour!

The conference ran from Monday through Wednesday. Wednesday's finishing touch was an award luncheon for years of service to community action. Oh I forgot, this was our annual ICAA (Iowa Communtiy Action Association) Training Conference. I received my 25 year award at this luncheon. Woo Hoo! The State of Iowa gives you a piece of paper with your name and the number of years you've been on the job. They don't even give you a frame! They do, however, take your picture as you're receiving your award and in a group. I might get a copy of that, I really don't know.

Monday evening I had an additional meeting after the workshops and headed back to Barb's for supper. She had a game so I spent the evening watching TV and reading. Tuesday evening we decided to all get together and go out for supper. It's much harder for Jim & Mandy to go out right now with Charlotte, but she was a jewel and we had a nice supper at Chip's in Ankeny. We went back to Barb's and just hung out for a few hours. Mandy fed her little one and then she ended up on the floor and stayed there the majority of the evening. She really was good. Barb has a few toys and got her attention with some colored rings. With all baby's, the majority of anything she got her hands on with goes to her mouth. She's such a darling little girl. I love her so much! Wished I lived closer so that she eventually will know who her Grandma Joy is!!

You'll have to pardon my photography I seem to always have my fingers where they shouldn't be! Barb, Jim & Mandy got me a fantastic digital camera for my birthday a couple years ago and I shouldn't be able to mess anything up too much, but they can't do anything about me putting my fingers on the lens!!! I do love taking pictures, and Barbie always says when I taking some that I already have a scrapbook page in mind. (She's right, I usually do!!!)

Barb came to the award luncheon on Wednesday. That was special. I really appreciated her doing that. Jim & Mandy were unable to attend because they WORK! My boss said I should invite them, I said I did, but they WORK and there's no way they can get off for an award luncheon in the middle of the day. They used to have them in the evening - that would have been nice because then I think they would have tried to be there. They could have brought Charley and I could have shown her off. Everybody loves the pictures I have of Charlotte!

Had to share these additional pictures of my long weekend with all. I adore my family and love being able to show them off to my friends.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Long Weekend!


Grandma Glee, Jackson & Beth.


When we were at Valley West play center Jackson played with this little boy on the bridge and we found out that he was French. He called his daddy "papa". It was so cute!!


Jackson was bored on Saturday morning so went outside to check out the snake!


Glee, Beth & Jackson. He doesn't like to have his picture taken.


Barbie & Jackson at Valley West play area!!!


Jackson was chasing Barb through the bridge!!!

I've been lax in keeping up my blog lately. Maybe it's because I haven't been doing anything of late. But . . . I did finally get out and do something July 10, 11 & 12.

On Friday, July 10, I met my sister, niece and great nephew in Manchester and headed out to Ankeny. It was our girls weekend shopping! It was a beautiful day to go out and be on the highway. We got to Barb's around 4 - 4:30. I'm lucky enough to have keys to her place and we got cars jockeyed around and everything in the house. This was also the weekend of Jim & Mandy's 4th bash! That got postponed and rescheduled for the shopping weekend.

We took a walk Friday evening. There's a small park and lake not too far from Barb's so we took off for there. I'm happy to say that I kept up the majority of the way. I'm still having some problems with my leg but walking doesn't hurt it! Steps are what kills me!!! As we neared the park you could see the water and Jackson was so excited. It was so much fun watching him and seeing the excitement through his eyes! What a cool little boy! Barb and Jackson climbed around on some of the equipment and we checked out the lake. Jackson didn't want to leave but it was looking like rain so we decided it best we get back to the house. We hung out the rest of the evening. Made plans for our shopping and the bash at the Davis'. Barb and I did a little shopping before we called it a night. She needed some supplies for what she was bringing to the picnic and I just plain needed something. I found some great fruit and she got her supplies.

Jackson having a great time with some new toys!!

Saturday morning we got up early. You have no choice when you have a Jackson in your house. Barb had borrowed a barn toy from one of her friends and he really enjoyed playing with that. She also bought some blocks that he could put together, take apart, knock down, etc. He enjoyed them also. He's talking more and more all the time. One of the phrases he used all weekend was 'sit here, sit here.' That was as he patted the floor next to him.

Our shopping on Saturday was successful. We weren't sure how Jackson would respond but he was great. I think I did more shopping than the rest of them, and I was the one that just wanted to come along. I did find a purse that I love and got the books that I've been looking for. We spent some time at Valley West and took Jackson to the play area. He and Barb had a great time.
Jackson found Barb's 'big' ball and Barb showed him how to use it!!

I had so much fun getting these pictures into this blog. I don't know why, but they always go all over the place. Hope they make sense!

We spent part of Saturday afternoon at Jim & Mandy's. The food was great! Jim grilled steak! Everybody brought something to pass and everything was great!! Jackson slept through the majority of it so Beth was able to visit too. We did a little more shopping when we left. Jackson had a lot of pent up steam to blow off and went crazy in the shoe store. He was all over the place. We kept saying we really didn't know him, but we took him home with us anyway! Saturday night Barb fired up the firepit and we enjoyed the evening out on her patio.

Sunday morning we attempted to do a little more shopping but our little one decided the only way he was going to go anyplace was in Mom's arms. The shopping didn't last very long, but I think Glee was able to pick up a couple of things she wanted. We headed out for breakfast but every where we went there was a line so decided Burger King was fine. Jackson ate very well. Think maybe he was hungry!!! The decision was made to head back to Barb's and Beth, Glee and Jackson packed up to leave. It was great getting together and hope we can do this again real soon.

Barb & I took a nap. A nice long one. I stayed down for a conference until Wednesday. It was nice having my own room, my own bath and a place to park my car. Barb plays ball on Sunday evening so I got to spend some time over at Jim & Mandy's. Charlotte was real fussy all weekend and Sunday night wasn't any different. I did get to spend some time with Jim & Mandy. Brought some gifts for all. I had a Father's Day gift for Jim, some outfits for Charlotte and Mandy's birthday gifts.

I've been working on a baby book for Jim & Mandy and brought that with me too. I wanted to make sure that I was putting it together the way they wanted it. Mandy was very pleased so I've been working on it every day. They provide me with so many beautiful pictures and it's so much fun doing this.

That was my weekend in Ankeny. It was great. I love spending time with my kids. I miss them. I wished that we could all live closer so that I could be with them more but that's not the way it is. They call. That means a lot to keep in touch. And it's not that far to Urbandale and Ankeny.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Weather!

Hope everyone had a good Father's Day weekend! Barbie stopped by on Friday night to check out the furniture. She liked it!! I wasn't sure she was going to get here with the weather being the way it was . . but she made it!

We had a good sized storm go through Dubuque around 8:00 a.m. on Friday morning. The rain was coming down vertically! One of the gals I work with is a weather spotter and called in a report from the window on the second floor of our office building. Lots of trees down in the city, power outages all over the place. Finley Hospital was running on generators yet when I came home Friday evening. And that was a surprise too . . . I pushed on my garage door opener to open up and nothing happened! A couple of the ladies next door were out and gave me a yell and said we didn't have any electricity!! Hadn't had any all day and no one knew when we would get some. They offered to help me get my garage door open but I told them I could handle it (I think). Well, I couldn't but Don came home about then and he helped me. I held the door (side door) so that he could kinda see and he got the door open. We left the downstairs inside door open cuz you couldn't see anything down there any way. We really should be used to that part as half the time there's no lights in the laundry room any way. It was a bit warm in my place when I opened the door. When you don't have electricity you don't have phones!! I knew there was a reason I kept one wired to the wall. I called Alliant and got a recording that they would be out in a couple of hours. Course the last call was at 11 a.m. and still no electricity. About 10,000 homes were without power on Friday. We finally got some back around 7:30 p.m. Barb got here about 9:00 and we headed out for something to eat. Had a nice meal at the Olive Garden. One of my favorite places to go in Dubuque. Thanks Barb! And thanks for the leftovers, they came in handy.

Barb left Saturday around noon for her Dad's and her celebration of Father's Day with him. Sounds like they had a good time. It rained on their parade a little but they still had a nice time.

Barb and I were discussing some things we can do the next time anyone comes home. Hopefully we can get some wires put up around here and then head out for the Mississippi River Museum. The attraction right now is lizards. You can find them all over Dubuque!!! It's quite interesting they way they promote them. One of the businesses near New View has one of them in their window. It's a 5 foot green lizard with all the different historical sites around Dubuque painted on it. If we go to the museum we can also try the river walk. And when you're down that way you might as well visit Stone Cliff Winery! There's other places to go and see here in town too. I guess I think about that after everyone leaves. Got a list started of things to do so . . . come on home kids and we'll do something together!!

The rest of my weekend was quiet -- warm, but quiet. Late Sunday evening I made a call to a friend of mine and after that I lost my phone service. My wireless phones said not available and my wired phone just had static!! I called it in on Monday morning and it finally got repaired last in the afternoon. The test run showed that a receiver was off the hook, but I unplugged and plugged my phones back in and nothing happened. No phone was off the hook in this house!! I'm glad it's back. I have my cell but didn't realize how much I use my landline!!

Sounds like hot weather for the rest of the week. Storms predicted for the rest of the week. I finally got my grill cover back on. Now I really do need a rain to wash it off!! But we can do without the storm part!! Glee and Ron are in Colorado (I envy them) hope the weather out there is good. Next year -- I really want to go back next year!

I'm working on a baby book for Jim & Mandy. Mandy asked me not to put journaling in and you'd be surprised how fast it goes. I'm leaving a place on each page for the journaling that they can either use or take out and put their own in. It's kinda fun doing it this way. I'm fairly happy with the way most of the pages have turned out so far. My passion!!

Garbage goes out tonight and mine is still sitting in the kitchen. I better go drag it out to the curb!

Have a good week.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

New furniture

My new furniture arrived on Friday morning around 11 a.m. To say the least I was very excited. It's so much fun arranging a room with new stuff. I worked it out at work that I could finish a couple projects at home so that I didn't have to go back to work after receiving the new stuff. That was cool!

I'm very happy with the colors that Barb helped me choose. My sofa is a camel, a little on the gold side. The recliner is wine with some khaki in it so it matches the sofa coloring and also goes along well with my glider/rocker. That's forrest green with kahaki. I'm very happy with my choices. Of course, now I need to get some new curtains, pillows and decide what to do with the tables, etc., that I have. But that's part of the fun of getting new furniture.

I'm also in the middle of pushing furniture around in my second bedroom. I want to move my table away from the window so that I can have them open when it's nice out. Of course now it'll get good and hot and I'll have to use the A/C anyway, but I'm still going to change it for the summer months. My futon also needs some new pillows and accents to make it look a little more homey.

I'm still looking into different places to move. My leg is much better and I can almost walk without the cane. The weather has something to do with my movements, but I'm bound and determined not to have to use the cane! I am currently at the office with it sitting outside in my car. I'm afaid I'll have to use it tonight when I get home to get up the steps but once there I can again discard it. So that's improvement.

We have a couple of openings at work so that's keeping me busy. Lots of phone calls regarding the jobs. Hopefully that means lots of applications! Unfortunately fall is approaching faster than any of us want it to. We're already working on projects for August/September.

Jim & Mandy's 4th of July Bash is coming up. I'm looking forward to that. I have Friday off for that weekend so I can get ahead start on my weekend. Sounds like a lot of fun. Mandy's family is very easy to get along with and last year's party was great so . . . I don't expect anything less of this year. Best ask Mandy if I can bring anything other than myself and something to eat!! I might be able to help in some way. I'm also looking forward to spending some time with Charlotte, as I'm sure the rest of the families are too. She's changing daily. They grow so fast when those first few months!

A shopping trip is planned for later in July with my sister, my niece and my great nephew and daughter. I'm also looking forward to that. I don't know that we'll get a lot of shopping in but I know we'll have a great time!! I always have fun with my sister. She's planning a party by the creek for sometime this summer too. That should be interesting!! And fun.

I best get back to work. Have a newsletter to finish and a whole bunch of unemployment papers to finish. Have a good week all!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

My Darling Granddaughter!

I'm slowly but surely learning how to make changes on my blog. Mandy is the person that set everything up for me a few years back and through trial and error I've learned how to change parts of it. I still haven't quite figured out how to change the font on the header so when I decided to change the picture I took the title off (for now).

I just had to put my picture on with Charlotte. She's such a sweet baby girl. She hardly looks like this anymore, but it's a great memory. Babies grow so fast! Can't wait to see them again.

I'm planning on July 4th fun at Jim & Mandy's. I also have a weekend shopping trip scheduled with my sister, my niece and my great-nephew. We're invading Barb's house and hoping to also visit the new baby. I don't know if Glee, Beth and Jackson want to visit long but I know I definitely want to spend some time with my children and their baby! As you can tell I'm a little partial toward her.

I have a conference scheduled in West Des Moines later in July too, so hope to spend some time with my kids. Haven't decided yet if I'm going to stay at the hotel or at Barb's. Have to work out some transportation problems first before I make the final decision.

Sounds like a nice weekend coming up -- no rain (at least that's the last I heard). I have new furniture being delivered on Friday and am really anxious to have it get here. I'm not completely sure where I'm putting everything but it'll be fun moving it about and trying different ideas. That should keep me occupied for a bit over the weekend.

I'm finishing a scrapbooking project on Jackson and preparing to start on some books about Charlotte. Have a couple of ideas I want to try. I have a couple of scrapbook magazines that I read religiously and they have some great ideas. I can't just put one picture on page (way to expensive) but I can scraplift some of their ideas for my own. It's fun trying.

I best get back to work. Hope all have a good weekend. Love my Charlotte!!!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Memorial Day Weekend

I did exactly what I wanted on Memorial Day weekend . . . nothing! I said that I wasn't going any place and I didn't. I stayed home and enjoyed my time off and scrapped. I did do some cleaning and am happy to say that I'm able to do some walking without the cane. I must be getting better.

It's still hard to get up out of a chair without the help of the cane, steps are still a problem, but I did go up and down them here a couple of times when I did some laundry. I was pretty proud of myself. I got my summer quilt out for my bedroom and put my winter stuff away. Believe me some times that takes me forever to go from one season to the other. I think maybe spring/summer might be here. Hope so.

I had made plans to spend some time with a friend of mine that's back in Dubuque but it just wasn't our weekend to connect. We're trying for the upcoming one. I have food giveaway Saturday morning and she has a recital to attend for her granddaughters so we're hoping for Sunday morning brunch! Sounds good to me! She's doing the cooking.

I've been collecting pictures of Charlotte. Jim & Mandy have helped a lot. Jim burned a bunch for me when I was last down at their place. I'm working on a book for my sister of her little grandson, but when I'm finished with that I really want to start on something for Jim & Mandy. Mandy has requested that I leave the journeling to her and Jim. She was a little worried about asking me about that, but it's not a problem for me. There are times when I sit here in front of my computer trying to think of something cute or something that makes sense for some of the pictures I scrap. I've already been thinking about different ways to put the journeling boxes in the book. Hope they like it. I know that I will enjoy every minute of doing the book.

I've been taking advantage of Walgreen's specials for 4x6 pictures. Every time they have one I order pictures that I want for my books. Charlotte has so many of them and she is such an easy subject to take pictures of. Check out Jim & Mandy's blog and watch the video of her smile! She is so precious.

This is a short week at work. Next long weekend won't be until July 4th. And by then half the summer is gone. I have no special plans for vacation this year as I really don't have a lot of time built up. I've taken sick leave and annual leave for my problems with my knee and leg and had a bout with the flu earlier this spring. I want to go back to Charleston one of these years. When Barb lived down there we took some time and did some sightseeing, but there's a number of things I want to do again and new things that I didn't get to. Gotta have a goal -- so this maybe my goal for a vacation. Colorado is always my most favorite place. Some of my family are going in June, but with my knee problem I decided it might be best to pass on this trip. Maybe next year. Or at least I hope next year. I truly do love it out there. It's so beautiful!!

One of my favorite products is being showcased on QVC so I best spend some time watching it. I love the 'temp-tations' line they have occasionally. I've a few pieces and just love them. Maybe I can find something else to put on my wish list.

Hope all have a good week. CU!

Monday, May 18, 2009

A Weekend With Charlotte



I had a great weekend with my children and my beautiful granddaughter. I drove down to Ankeny on Saturday morning to spend some time with my kids and little Charlotte! She is such a beautiful baby!

I got to Barb's around 10:30 and unloaded all my goodies. I finally completed Jim's baby books birth to five! He really was a cute little guy! I had a great time doing those books and going back over memories of when Jim was a little guy.

I called Jim and asked him what they wanted for lunch. They decided on Subway. Barb and I took their order and picked up our food and arrived around 12:30. Mandy had a wedding she was shooting in the afternoon so we thought we'd at least get to visit for a bit before she left. Charlotte was sleeping so we had something to eat. Of course she woke up and Mom put her in her swing.

Jim and I babysat for the afternoon. Barb had some errands to run and it
wasn't very difficult for me to say yes to staying with the baby and Jim. As you can see we took some pictures. Charlotte has such a head of hair. What a cute little baby!! Barb was in and out and we finally decided I'd stay at their home while Barb went to her party. I really had a great evening with my granddaughter, son and daughter-in-law.

Mandy showed us some of the pictures she took at the wedding -- she does a great job!! The ones I saw were wonderful! I feel a whole lot of pictures of a certain baby girl coming on!!!

I received my Mother's Day gift from Jim & Mandy on Saturday. It's a beautiful picture of them as a family. I just love it. It almost made me cry. I can't wait to get it up on the wall for everyone to see, but first it goes to work with me so I can show it off to all my co-workers. Thanks kids for a great gift!! I love it almost as much as I love you guys!!

On Sunday we had already decided we were going to go to the Art Fair in Valley Junction. It wasn't the nicest day to be out and about but we had a very nice time. Charlotte's mode of transportation is great so she didn't have a problem at all. I'm still walking around with a cane and a little slow, but it's getting better every day. Hopefully soon I won't have to use it at all.

I will be very happy when all this cloudy and cool weather decides to move on. I suppose then I'll complain about how warm it is! You just can't keep some people happy!!! I'm looking forward to a nice quiet weekend. I have some cool new pictures of Charlotte and a new book to work on. We all went to the scrapbook store together on Sunday and the kids helped pick out some new stickers for Charlotte's new book. I very much enjoy scrapbooking (like none of you knew that, right??).

Work is very busy this week. We have a grant due on Thursday with a meeting for approval scheduled for Wednesday evening. I have a meeting tomorrow with staff and our lawyer regarding our Personnel Policies and Procedures. Hopefully that will go well. The long weekend will be appreciated by all. Hope everyone has a safe and happy Memorial Day weekend.

Time to get going and get some work done around here. I've goofed off long enough. Plus it's almost time to call it a day. Have a great week all!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to all the mother's out there. It was a beautiful day in Dubuque. A bit on the windy side, but the sun was shining and it was a pretty day.

Barb came for the weekend. That was really special to me. She stopped at her brother's before she came and was able to help Mandy get ready for formal pictures and a trip to Council Bluffs. Mandy's aunt passed away and the funeral was on Saturday. My sympathies to Mandy and her family. Reminds me of a few years back when my own mother passed away on Mother's Day weekend. It's just not something you forget. But she is now in a better place, and hopefully, watching us and enjoying every minute of her great-granddaughter and her grandchildren!

Barb got here around 9:00 and brought me a Mother's Day gift. Everyone knows I'm a scrapbooker and she brought me a 9-drawer storage unit for my papers. We filled that up this afternoon. I'll get organized one way or the other!!

Saturday morning we slept in (that was nice) and then started on organizing my bedroom. It was in bad need of something like that. We really cleaned house! Took a whole load of things to Salvation Army. Bought a shoe rack for my shoes and made a couple other minor changes to the room. It really looks great! I can't thank Barbie enough. We did a little shopping Saturday afternoon. . . . for me. I got some new clothes! Since we got rid of a lot of things I had the room. I'll have trouble deciding what to wear to work for the next few weeks!! We grilled for supper and Barb suffered through another Saturday night of NASCAR racing. She's a good sport about it. We also had a very nice visit along with a bottle of wine!

Sunday we went out for brunch (that was actually breakfast for us). The food was great. It's my favorite meal to eat out. I don't have a problem with making breakfast but I love bacon and seem to have the smell of that for the rest of the day!! Barb wondered how my leg was feeling when we left and wondered if I felt well enough to walk around the furniture store. I forgot to tell you that I broke my recliner Thursday evening!! What a bummer! I thought maybe between the two of us we could figure out how to repair it but that didn't happened. I'm sure someone can, but I'm not sure where to take it. We looked at recliners and sofas and after much looking I decided to get a new recliner and a sofa. I ordered a camel colored sofa and a burgundy chair. I have a glider rocker (from Barb) in forest green with some khaki in it so the sofa and recliner should look good. It probably won't be here until Memorial Day weekend or later, but that gives me a chance to get the old furniture removed from the living room. I'm really excited about new furniture. The sofa is a little smaller than what I have and I really didn't have room for 3 chairs in my living room. It was fun looking at the different styles, etc.

We ended our afternoon with ice cream at Culver's. They had a mother's day special, if you bought one sundae you got the second free. Can't beat that and it certainly hit the spot!! Barb left around 4. Hope it wasn't too late when she got home. It's a drive between here and there but in good weather it's not so terrible. I'm planning on making the trip down there for next weekend. Want to spend some time with my new granddaughter. Barb says she's growing and I can't wait to hold a little one that isn't all bundled up in her blankets!! I'm sure I'll have pictures to share.

Jim called a couple times today to wish me a happy mother's day. That was sweet. I asked if he and Mandy could copy the pictures they have been putting on their blog for a baby book. I've copied them but they just aren't as clear as I would like them. This way I'll have really good copies to use. I'm looking forward to working on baby books of my grandchild. I'm currently doing one for Glee about Jackson. He's such a cutie! He's at that stage in his life where he certainly doesn't sit still and has all kinds of things to babble about!! Will be good to see him again soon too.

That was pretty much my Mother's Day. Last year I spent it with Jim, Mandy and Jayke at their house. I fell in love with Jayke (he's Mandy's nephew). We had a great weekend then too. Jim & Mandy had Barb and I over for supper on the grill and an evening of movies. We all went to church together the next day and out to lunch before I had to head home. It's a good memory! Just as this year will be. Thanks Barbie, I had a great weekend!!

Saturday, May 02, 2009

Thank You God

I thank God that my little family is all back home! Mandy, Jim & little Charlotte have been through so much these past two weeks. They are all home now and safe. As some of you may know, Charlotte went back to the hospital the day after she arrived home. She was in for 4 days for jaundice. Her and her parents battled bravely and were able to come home a week ago today. All was well with my little family.

Thursday night around 11:15 p.m. I received a call from Jim telling me that they were back in the hospital! What more can happen to this family? Mandy found a lump, bump (whatever) above or near Charlotte's right ear. Back to the hospital. On Thursday they did a cat scan. Yup! the bump was there. Poor little Charlotte went through all kinds of tests and so did her mom and dad. Every hospital and many other organizations are mandatory reporters when it comes to children, adults, etc., regarding endangerment or abuse. Jim & Mandy knew that they would have to speak to the authorities regarding Charlotte's bump. To be blunt, Mandy & Jim have gone through hell these past 2 days.

I am happy to say that they are now back in their own home, with a healthy daughter and glad to be there. I can't even tell you what they all went through. Thank goodness Barb lives near by and Mandy's dad were both able to be there with them. Jackie also was able to get in on Friday night. I'm still hobbling around with a cane and experiencing a lot of pain but I was ready to go down this morning. When I talked to Jim last night my heart hurt. He was so depressed, so upset and unhappy. I have prayed a lot in the last few years for some special people in my life and believe me when I tell you that I prayed doubly hard for Charlotte, Jim & Mandy. I didn't sleep well last night (I'm sure my son and his wife didn't either). I called Jim this morning to give him a pep talk. He didn't answer but I left a message. BUT he did call back and when I heard his voice I could tell that he was much better. That also meant that Mandy and Charlotte were better too. The doctor that was to make the decision on their daughter read tests, checked the baby (all kinds of things, of which I'm sure Mandy will be able to tell you much better) but what it amounted to was he thought they were going to let them all go home today. Basically they were accused of child neglect and/or abuse. Charlotte had the bump on her head and when they did a bunch of x-rays they found a slight fissure in one of her arms indicating to them that she may have a broken bone.

The bump on the head, the spot of her arm is all due to our little Charlotte being a bigger baby and a hard birth for Mandy. I've heard of broken bones before when a child was born but never have known anyone that went through what Jim & Mandy have. Again, I thank God for watching over them, and bringing them through this crisis. There will be some follow-up to everything that has happened. Everyone wants to make sure that Charlotte is as healthy as possible.

Do I believe in the power of prayer? You bet your bottom dollar. I've spent a lot of time crying (some feeling sorry for my self, but mostly feeling so helpless and bad for my little family). I love my Jim, Mandy & Charlotte very much. I wished I could have been there for them. I'm thankful that my daughter and Bob and Jackie were able to be there. I've spent a lot time on the phone talking to my son and daughter in the last couple of days. I'm looking forward to going down and seeing all of them soon.

I went to the doctor on Tuesday and had a bunch of x-rays taken on my both knees and legs. I haven't heard the results of that yet. The hamstring pull seems much better but I still need the cane to get around. I'm tired of pain pills that put me to sleep and make me dizzy! Maybe they really don't make me dizzy -- I'm kinda that way anyway!!! We'll find out what's wrong and go from there.

Thank you God for watching over my Jim, Mandy and little Charlotte. And thank you to all my family and friends for doing the same.

God Bless All!

Friday, April 24, 2009

Charlotte Harper

Our little Charlotte is in the hospital again. The happy family went home on Tuesday, only to return again on Wednesday. She's in Blank Children's Hospital in Des Moines. Right next door to where she was born. She has jaundice. They have her hooked up to an IV and under the 'blue' lights. Hopefully all will be able to come home on Saturday.

I stoled these pictures from Jim & Mandy's blog but they're so great I didn't think another look would be horrible. These were all taken before she returned to the hospital.

Isn't Mandy the perfect picture of a new Mom? What a happy new mommy!

I came home on Monday and returned to Des Moines on Wednesday evening. I had a Planners Meeting on Thursday and decided to spend some time with my family so came down on Wednesday already. The place we meet isn't very far from Barb's house so it made it easy!

I got to Barb's around 7:30 or so and asked if she'd heard from her brother. He had called my cell while I was in a meeting and didn't leave a message. He always does that!!! She was the one that told me Charlotte was back in the hospital. Didn't take us long to get back into the car and go visiting. Jackie was there when we got there. The kids were eating and Charlotte was under the 'blue' lights with her fancy sunglasses on! She didn't wimper at all the whole time we were there. We stayed for about half-an-hour and then thought it best to get going and let them have some peace.

We grabbed some food from Burger King and headed home. Barb showed me my shortcut to the Polk County Public Works building and then back to Ankeny. Jim called later that evening and said they had put the IV in. In her little hand! Poor little thing. I am happy to report that I talked to Jim a few minutes ago and everyone is doing well. Charlotte's numbers are looking good and they're hoping to bring her home tomorrow. It will be good for everyone to get back into some sort of routine.

I made my meeting okay. We're working on a lot of plans for the stimulus money we've all received. May looks like a very busymonth as far as writing grants and plans are concerned. Our stimulus plan needs to be in Des Moines by May 21st and my CSBG grant is due by June 5th. And then there'a always the day-to-day stuff to contend with also.

My knee/leg (whatever) is still giving me some problems. It's very hard to go up and down the stairs at my place. It really tires me. I'm taking meds and trying to do the exercises Barb gave me. Plans are for x-rays on Monday. Nothing is happening, I'm not getting better and I'm so tired all the time. I get frustrated very easy and am trying not to take it out on my family and friends. I can't do housework worth a darn and I'm trying to figure out how to get some laundry done. Actually I think I have that one figured out. I can take it down in a pillowcase or clean garbage bag and bring it back up the same way. It's just so darn time consuming!!! I've been trying to do a little housework at a time. Right now I'm in the middle of dusting my living room. Vacuuming is easy as I've got something to hang onto when I'm pushing the darn thing around. Things will get better!

It's a beautiful day in Dubuque. Wished I could spend some time outdoors, but my time is coming. I'm planning on working at the food giveaway tomorrow morning. I haven't seen Bill or Tom for some time and would like to spend a little time with them. Have to show off my granddaughter!! She's such a cutie!!!

Back to scrapbooking. Finishing a wedding book for Mandy's Dad and onto more baby books for my family.

God Bless All.

Monday, April 20, 2009

I'm A Grandma!!

Here's our little Charlotte Harper with her Daddy! She's so precious. Charlotte was born at 6:26 p.m. on Sunday, April 19th. She weighed in at 9 lbs. 5 oz., was 20 1/2 inches long and has lots and lots of black hair. I'm pretty sure she'll have dark eyes as both her parents do. It was a long day for Mandy and Jim. But the results was worth every minute of it.

Jim called me on Saturday afternoon and told me what was happening. I packed a bag and took off for Barbie's. She was in Nebraska at a
gymnastic tournament but coming home that evening. I got into Barb's about 10:15 and waited for her to get home. After a little conversation we decided the best plan was to get to bed. I'm still having some problems with my left knee and leg but made it up the stairs and into bed! We got up around 9 (I love sleeping in). We picked up a CD that Mandy wanted, grabbed some breakfast and headed for the hospital. Half of Mandy's family was already there so we visited with them for a bit. Barb and I finally went to the maternity desk, got our visitors pass and went to visit the prospective parents. Mandy's Mom had come in that morning and was with them. Mandy was going okay. They had had a long night! We were in and out all day. As a group went to lunch together. For me it was a long walk, but they fed me when we got to our destination!! It was a long afternoon but at 6:26 p.m. Jackie came out and said 'She's here!" and gave us the particulars! What a wonderful event to experience (I'm not sure Mandy would agree with the whole thing being wonderful, but she did a fantastic job and gave me a precious granddaughter!

It's like having your second baby. When I was pregnant with Jimmy I had doubts about being able to love another child as much as I loved Barbie. When he came into this world I couldn't believe the fantastic feeling of love that I had for this little creature that I had just birthed. Having a grandchild isn't much different. Only I didn't have to go through the whole process -- it was Mandy's turn. I'm in love all over again. I got to hold her for a bit and have my picture taken with her a number of times. These are some of them, Barb has more, so do Jim & Mandy, Jackie, Linda and Misty! Charlotte already has a fan club!!

I stayed at Barb's Sunday night and come home early Monday morning. Now that I have a granddaughter I need to focus on getting my knee and leg in order. I'm on pain pills, that really don't seem to do much for me. I told Barb last night my leg had a fever!! I've been using ice as much as possible and doing some exercises to help strengthen my leg and knee. We shall see what happens next. I'm tired of complaining about it, missing work because I just can't walk and being in pain. We have our baby now so . . . guess I'll get this fixed!!

I'm scheduled to be in Des Monies again on Thursday so planning on going down Wednesday and staying with Barb and paying a visit to my new granddaughter. I talked to Jim late this afternoon. He still sounded tired and said they didn't get the greatest night's sleep but will be working on a schedule. All are doing well. There were some questions about Charlotte's blood sugar and Mandy's blood pressure, but looks like all have been okay. God Bless our newest family!!

I'm a very proud grandmother and can't wait to go and see them very soon.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Happy Easter!

I'm a little late in the greeting but the meaning is still there! Hope everyone had a wonderful Easter.

My family was not all able to be together but some of us made it. Glee had a great dinner on Saturday. Barb and I and Ron enjoyed it very much. Mike ended up playing in a basketball alumni game, and Beth, Karsten & Jackson spent Saturday noon with Grandma Shirley (Karsten's mother).

We took a ride in Ron's new truck and headed down to the creek. It's an absolutely beautiful place to spend time. The sound of the water is great. I'm presently walking around (or should I say limping) around with a cane. The consensus is that I have injuryed my hamstring on my left leg, which is also causing some problems with my knee. I have pain pills (they're great! They put you to sleep very quickly.) Nothing seems to be bothering my other meds (thank goodness) so I walk with the cane and a limp! If this doesn't straighten out within a couple of weeks I'll have to go through some shots to help with pain and lubication of the knee joint. Some kind of new shot. My family knows how I hate shots so I bet I get better real quick.

The creek was wonderful. We're hoping to get the whole family (including Baby C and family) there sometime this spring/summer for a nice evening meal and get together. We also spent some time at the fish hatchery. Saw a lot of trout! When I got tired I just headed back to the truck and the others caught up with me before I even got that far. Getting old is for the birds! Take care of your bodies, cuz they get to a point in your life when they just can't give any more!! It was a nice afternoon.

Got back to the Sasses and Beth, Karsten and Jackson were there. They had also driven down to the creek . . . . Jackson did a little Easter egg hunting and Uncle Mike showed up too. We almost had the whole family there. We missed Jim & Mandy and hope that next year we can all be together. Barb and I got back to Dubuque around 7:30 p.m. Grabbed a bit to eat and headed home.

Barbie did my wash for me. Thank goodness. Nothing funnier than a lady with a cane trying to navigate steps with a laundry basket! She took some home for me too! Helped grocery shop on Sunday morning and then headed by to home and an evening meal with Jim & Mandy.

Sounds like I'll be a grandmother this weekend. Barb is coming back to Des Moines on Friday and I'll head down that way then too. I'll get to spend some time with my daughter and my son and daughter-in-law and my new granddaughter! I'm really excited about this whole thing. Wished I could walk better, but I know I can hobbled into that hospital and see that new baby!!

I better get back at some work I need to get done. Next time I talk to any of you I hope I'm a new grandmother!!

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Opps!

I obviously tried writing something yesterday and it didn't work! So what else is new? Yesterday wasn't one of my best days anyway!! I did write something (a couple paragraphs) and must have done something -- anyway it didn't publish. The only thing that published was the title so . . .

Nothing exciting happening anyway. I went to the doctor over my noon hour. I've been having some problems with my left knee. Basically it hurts! Bad enough that when standing up on it I have an awful limp . . . and lots of pain. The front of my knee and the sides. My doctor gave me some strong pain medicine and told me to continue with my Aleve. When I picked up my prescription they told me to be sure and have a small snack or something with the med. It makes you very sleepy and so far I can't say that it's done much with the pain. Walking is a pain!!! Going up and down my steps hasn't helped much either. One more day of work and then I can stay put for a couple of days. Why is it when you have something like this you always have to move all over the office for one thing or another! It's frustrating! If the swelling, etc., doesn't leave I go back next week for x-rays and who knows what!!

My girlfriend Marilyn called late this afternoon. She's been keeping tabs on me. She was in Dubuque at her new home. She took possession yesterday or today. I can't remember which. She'll be back for the weekend. She's going to stay with her sister. I'm hoping to be able to get over to her new condo and check it out. Sounds real nice. She told me she'd love the company and if I can walk, it will do me good too.

Weather sounds lousy for the weekend. I noticed snow on the weather channel for us here. It didn't say how much, but there was definitely snowflakes falling. Guess I better watch the local news tonight and see what's coming!

Time for a pill. Best go take it and watch a little TV and try and get some sleep.

Peace.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Update

Nothing terribly exciting happening in Dubuque. I use my blog as a log when I do pictures, etc., so that I remember what I do. Some times it actually works!!

We had snow yesteraday afternoon and last night. Woke up to about 3 inches, maybe a little more. The majority of it is gone already, but you can still find it on the north sides of the buildings. I noticed I still have some on my deck.

I've been dreaming about what to do with my deck. I also am thinking about looking for a different place. I've done some looking, but first floor apartments are hard to find. At least in the neighborhoods I want to live in. Something will come up. If I stay, I'd like to get one of those small tables with a couple of chairs for the deck. I found a darling waterfall that I could put in one corner and some great looking lights to put around the deck. It could happen!! My biggest problem is that my deck has a west front and is very hot until 8:30 or so in the evenings. I guess I can have some late suppers out there!! MMMMmmmmm -- have to think more about that.

I talked to Jim tonight. Mandy is at 37 weeks so we could have a baby any time now. I'm so excited about becoming a grandmother. I should probably figure out how to get to the hospital just in case Barb is out of town. I want to go down and see the whole family after the birth. Of course we have to take pictures of this historic event. I already have tons of stickers and paper for little Baby C.

My family is trying to figure out how to get together for Easter. Jim & Mandy definitely can't travel and my sister and her family might have some problems traveling to Des Moines. Jim said they would definitley understand and he already knows that I'll be down there as soon as he calls and lets us know Baby C is on the way!! I'm sure we'll figure something out.

Tomorrow it's back to work. I seem to keep busy. I sit here at home somethings wondering what I'm going to do the next day -- I get to work and there's all kinds of things happening that I have to take care of. Wished I was as important as that sounds!!!

Time to go. Everyone have a great week!!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

One More Time . . .

I've been trying all week to get some pictures on here of Mandy's shower and haven't had much luck. Finally today it worked. I have no clue what I was doing wrong, but apparently I figured it out!!

Jim called tonight and asked if I'd checked out their blog lately. Told him no, but I just came from there and you really need to check it out. They have pictures of the Baby "C's" room on it. It's delightful. Can't wait to see it!

We had a shower in Dubuque for Mandy and Baby C on Saturday, March 7th. It wasn't the nicest day of the month (it rained) but we certainly had a nice group of people. The Hy-Vee out in Asbury has a beautiful community room that you can use for occasions such as showers. Jim wanted to take the big flat-panel TV with him, but we didn't think that was a good idea. We provided the menu and the guest list and Hy-Vee did the rest. Easy way to do a shower.

Barb provided the games (she's good at that stuff). The name the baby animal game was fun. I didn't know half of them. Glad I got to cheat before we got there!

Got pictures of the mother-to-be and the daddy and of course, the hostesses. I think Barb deserves most of the credit for this one. I just looked up addresses and provided some odds and ends. It was fun.

Jackson was there and provided some of the entertainment. He's such a live wire. It was fun watching him run around and play with the balloons, etc. Just think, a year from now I can watch my granddaughter run around and play!

I haven't been feeling real well lately. Had my semi-annual check-up and all those numbers came out great. Don't know if I have a touch of flu or there's something else going on. Guess I'll just take it a day at a time. Can't do much more than that anyway. I'm just tired of whining about it and frustrated with the whole thing!! Maybe spring weather will help. I sure loved those days when we could have our windows open and let some nice fresh air in.

Weather doesn't sound too wonderful for this weekend. Rain and/or snow. Was hoping we were done with the snow part, but . . . . we live in Iowa so we will take what we get!!

My girlfriend from Monona bought a condo here in Dubuque and has been down the last couple of weekends. She stayed here one weekend and I took the tour. She doesn't take possession until April but I did get to see the outside and the area that she'll be living in. We had a good time. We only got lost for about half an hour. I swear we went by these two girls that were playing volleyball (practicing) at least 4 times. They probably wondered about us too. Last Saturday she was down again. She's been looking for a job and found one. She'll be office manager for a business one of her nephew's has. I'm looking forward to her being back here in Dubuque.

I'm working on another wedding album of Jim & Mandy's wedding. I made one for them (of course), Jackie (Mandy's mom), Harry, and Barb and thought maybe Bob would like one too. I'm getting good at this one. He may not get it until after this grandchild is born, but he'll get one. I think it took me almost 2 years to get Beth & Karsten's done. Glee keeps telling me my hobby has become an obsession -- she might be right. I certainly enjoy it.

Have lots of meetings coming up at work. Some are in Dubuque and some out of town. At least I won't have to worry about weather. Or at least I don't think so.

Since I just finished my supper of ham and eggs I probably should go and do some dishes. Basketball games on TV tonight. I listen more than I watch these days anyway!!

Take care.

Monday, March 02, 2009

It's March!

Is it March that comes in like a Lion and out like a Lamb? Or the other way around? I do know that it's cold in Dubuque. But there is hope because by the end of the week we're supposed to have higher temperatures and rain. I'd rather rain than snow.

This weekend is Mandy's baby shower. We've just about got everything decided as to what we're having and doing. It should be a lot of fun. I talked to Mandy yesterday and she's feeling very pregnant but willing to travel this weekend. Plans are for them to come in on Friday night and leave shortly after the shower is complete. Pray for a safe trip for all.

Barb and I went together and bought them a baby crib. It's one of those that can be used as a bed later. They picked out what they wanted and we watched ads, etc. for a good price on one. Finally it came on sale at Target. That same weekend Jim called and said they had found a different one that they liked better. It was discontinued but would match some of the furniture they already had. They had called around Des Moines and found that there was only one left and it was in Dodgeville, Wisconsin. Wonderful! This was Super Bowl Sunday. They told Jim they would hold it for 24-hours and he asked me to get it. Like I have a truck or a car that it would fit in!! I scrambled all morning trying to get a hold of friends that do have a truck or SUV, etc. Finally I called the local Wal-Mart and got the number of the Dodgeville Wal-Mart and called them. After much conversation they said they would hold the bed if we definitely wanted it. Since it's one-of-kind and discontinued, it couldn't be returned. Jim & Mandy definitely wanted that bed so . . . the manager I talked to said she would hold it until we got there. More telephone calls. Finally Barbie called her Dad and asked him if he would have time on Monday to go and get it. He probably could have gone that Sunday, but he and Linda, like a lot of other people, were having a Super Bowl party and couldn't get there and back in time. End of story: Harry went up to Dodgeville and picked up the bed. Barbie found a good price on a mattress. Harry had a class to go to in Ames so spent the following weekend with the kids and took the bed to Jim & Mandy's. He even helped put it together for them. I'm very anxious to see what this bed looks like. I'm also very thankful that Harry was willing to go and get it. Of course on Monday morning there were all kinds of people I thought of, but we had made the arrangements so left them be. The next gift the kids ask for has to be easier to purchase and bring home!!! It was an adventure and life is full of these little trips!

I've been doing more scrapbooking again. I kinda quit for a while. I couldn't come up with anything I was happy with so just quit. But I'm back and so are the creative juices! I've just finished a book for Beth all about Jackson. Even got some Christmas pictures in there. He's such a cute little guy. It was so most fun working on that book! Want to do one for his grandmother too yet. I'm now working on another wedding album for Bob (Mandy's dad). He'll be a grandpa before he gets the wedding album but he will have one. One of these days I need to do one for myself. None of them are the same and I keep finding different ways to use all the pictures that the kids had taken at their wedding. Keeps me busy and out of trouble!

Work has been very busy lately. We had fiscal monitors in last week. My counterpart on the State level came with them. His name is Greg and I love working with him. He's very easy-going and understanding. When I don't understand something I either email him or call and he explains everything in detail so that I get my reports, etc. in correctly. I had a nice visit with him on both days that they were here. Our agency has received word that we will be receiving a large amount of stimulus money for our CSBG grant. That's my baby. I write that grant. Everybody has their wish list and we're compiling them and decided what we're going to spend our money on. If we don't use it, it will go back to the State so we might as well get some of the equipment that we've wanted for so long. I know we're updating our computer system, looking into laptops for our outreach people, cell phones for the same. Maybe we'll finally be in the 21st century!! We're still working on our Head Start program problems. We've gotten through one bunch of monitors and more will be coming in April. It sure makes life exciting.

I had my 6-month appointment with my doctor last Friday. My numbers are all pretty good. Didn't loose any weight. That's a bummer. Just have to work harder and eat better. I have a very bad habit of not eating supper and when I do get hungry I just snack. Have to re-train myself again. Or at least eat healthy snacks.

I took the day off today to take care of some personal items. Everything seems to be going okay. Back to work tomorrow. There's always something that needs to be done when you can't go during the weekend, etc.

Sounds like I'm going to Colorado in June. Glee called and said they have a date. I told her I'd think about it, but by the time the conversation was finished I had kinda decided I'd go. Barbie changed jobs so doesn't have a lot of vacation time so won't be going with us this year. My girlfriend Marilyn, is moving in June and hoping to have a job to come to when she gets here. She doubts that she'll have enough time. Glee said there's plenty going so not to worry about that. I love the Rocky Mountain National Park and all it's beauty. I just wished I was able to handle the thin air better and my legs would function better. I can still enjoy the beauty of the park. Hikes around Bear Lake, Sprague Lake and Lily Lake are easy and there's a couple other short hikes that I can do. It's just a beautiful part of the world.

I'll keep you posted. If there's anyone out there that wants to be kept posted!!

Talk to you soon.





Monday, February 16, 2009

February is half gone!

Where did it go? I finally got around to changing my blog from Valentine's to something wintery. Maybe the weather will be fantastic from here to spring and I won't need my beloved snowmen!

I've had a long weekend and was hoping to get a lot done but could have felt better. I did get some of the things on my list finished and still have some for this next weekend! I've been working each evening on a scrapbook project. I took advantage of Walgreen's special at Christmas time and got a lot of pictures copied (lot cheaper than my printer) and have put the majority of them in a book for Beth about Jackson. I've really enjoyed working on these. He's such a cute little boy and she takes good pictures!

Won't be long and my first grandchild will arrive. I'm so excited! I've already told everyone I work with that when the call comes -- I'm outta there! Barb & I have a shower planned for March 7th. Hope the majority of the people we invited can attend. We're trying a new place again. You can no longer get a room reserved at the Midway without putting down at least $125 and I love Mandy and all but really think that's a little steep! So we're going to the community room at the Asbury Hy-Vee. They will also be doing the food for us. Basically all Barb and I have to do is invite people, show up, decorate, and enjoy. Hopefully all will go well.

I've been listening to the local news station and sounds like a couple of snow storms are on their way! Guess which ever way the decide to go will depend on how much snow we get. I guess I'd rather have snow than ice . . . so we'll wait and see.

Worked on my federal taxes a bit tonight. Think I get something back. I usually have someone else do them for me -- I'm always afraid I'll forget something or whatever so I pay!!

My life has been pretty boring lately. Guess I should get to feeling better and go out and find something to do with myself.

Take care all.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

It's January . . .

It's definitely January -- cold, cold, cold! It's supposed to warm up this weekend and then I suppose it'll snow next week! Oh well, we live in Iowa and what can you expect???

Nothing exciting has happened of late. I ordered a bunch of pictures through a Wallgreen promotion (sure saves on my printer). I've just finished my book of our Colorado trip in 2007. I'm a little behind. But I certainly enjoy scrapbooking and am still considering trying to start a business with my obsession!!!

Beth sent a bunch of pictures of Jackson so now I can work with babies again. I've started a collection of little girl stickers, quotes, etc. so I'll be ready to scrap when Baby C arrives! I'm looking forward to that event, plus the fact that the weather should be warmer by that time. At least I hope so.

Our Head Start review is this coming week. I've been checking and double checking on my files and inputting everything I can get my hands on. I hope this all goes well. It certainly doesn't help a person sleep at night.

I finally got my tree down. Or most of it! The ornaments are all sitting on the kitchen table and the box is still sitting in the middle of the living room floor. That's this weekend's project. Putting everything back and re-arranging my living room.

Have a food giveaway on Saturday. Looking forward to that. Bill will be there. Or at least I hope he will. It's always fun to touch base with him again. He appears to be getting weaker every time I see him. But he's still able to walk, feed himself, take care of himself and that's more than half the battle. We usually go out for breakfast and have a nice talk.

Got my hair cut last week. It was really getting long again. Guess we'll try a body perm the next time it needs cutting. The way I go it'll be July before that happens!!

Like I said nothing special has happened. It's almost Friday and it's PAYDAY. Guess I'll go do some grocery shopping tomorrow night and then finish my Christmas putaway!!!

Stay safe & warm!!

Friday, January 23, 2009

Great Nephews!!


Bear with me. I'm trying out this new program and trying to figure out how it works. Obviously it works as I ended up with Jackson's picture making dressing balls in my blog. So . . . here goes some more of the great nephews! I'm sure I'm going to end up with duplicates of Juneo and Danelle, but the one of Josh and his little guy, Jer and Grandma Sandie are new. It was really great seeing everyone. Wished we would have taken pictures of the grandparents with their new grandbabies and the moms and dads, but there was a full house and it was hard to get everyone together. And it's fun sharing pictures of your family with others.


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