Sunday, November 25, 2012

Getting Ready for Christmas!

Traditionally at my house I put all my trees (yes I said trees, I have 4 of them) up in my home and all the other decorations that go with the holiday up on Thanksgiving weekend.   I'm a collector.  One of the things I collect is Christmas ornaments.  I have quite a collection!  I have a Hallmark ball from 1973 to the present.  Well, actually I don't have a 2012 one yet.  It's on the list to complete my decorating.  I started with them when we celebrated our first Christmas in our new home.  They are all carefully kept in their original box and then carefully put into another box when they are not on the tree.  I also have a lot of ornaments that stand for something we did as a family or an individual.  I have a tennis racket (Jim played tennis), a ball glove (Barb played softball), a mailbox (Harry is a mailman), and a whole lot more of that kind of ornament, and then I also have different ornaments from different states.  My latest is from Hawaii that my sister brought me from their recent trip.  I have a lot of Cyclone ornaments (mostly hand painted on tin or wood) and some that date back to when I first got married.  I have been very fortunate that only one has ever been broken and we were able to replace it.  I have a JOY tree.  With a name like Joy your obviously can find all kinds of ornaments for your tree.  About 3 years ago my daughter gave me her 5 foot tree to do whatever (actually I think we were going to give it to Mike, but I kept it, and I'm glad I did.)  That tree is strictly JOY ornaments.  I have all sizes, colors and shapes.  But it's a cool tree!  I love it.  Normally by now it would be up and lit but I seem to have a bunch of light strings that don't want to work so . . . next weekend the JOY tree will be erected!!!  I also have two of the little 2 foot trees.  One goes in my craft room and is all silver and white and the other goes up in the kitchen and is just a traditional Christmas tree (only with little ornaments).  I do truly love Christmas.  

The beautiful thing about Christmas is that everyone seems to be so much more friendly.  People seem to care more.  Too bad it can't be that way the whole year.  I love the colors of Christmas!  My new tree has LED lights and they are so bright and beautiful!  When Christmas is over all the color leaves my living room.  So my tree usually doesn't come down until President's Day (I have a long weekend and it gives me a chance to get everything down at one time, plus I usually have some help from my daughter.)  Beth gives me a rough time about when my tree comes down, but it usually is pretty late in the season,.  One of these days I'll fool all of you and take it down over New Year's!!!

I also have a thing for snowmen!  The top of my entertainment center is full of snowmen . . . and there's even some leftover!  And yes, I still have one of those big entertainment centers!  When I get a new TV the center will disappear and then I'll have to find a different place for all the snowmen!!!  They don't melt so I can put them pretty much wherever I want!!!  There's lots of snowmen on the big tree in the living room.

I'm putting off finishing this little book because I have to drag some boxes downstairs to my storage closet and figure out what I'm going to eat.  I'm just lazy!  Plus the Broncos are playing right now too!  

Gifts are ready to be wrapped (that means bringing paper and ribbon upstairs too).  I wished I were done with my shopping, but that's also part of the Christmas experience at my house . . . shopping!  Christmas comes early this year at my house, we're celebrating on December 15th.  Hope I have everything bought by then!  

Peace. 

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving to all!  Actually it's over already but it's still Thanksgiving weekend and a lot of people are still celebrating. 

I have a lot to be thankful for.  My family especially.  I have two wonderful children, three with Mandy.  Two beautiful grandchildren, Charlotte & Oliver (the lights of my life).  I have a sister that I love dearly.  Her family is just an extension to mine (one great neice and a super husband, one nephew, one brother-in-law, and two of the cutest little great-nephews you'd ever want to know).   I have a brother and sister-in-law that I have come know much better these past years.  They're great.  They too have two children and grandchildren.  And are also part of my extended family.

I have a job -- and there's a lot of people out there that don't.  Most days I like my job, some days I actually hate my job.  But I think that's the way a lot of people feel about their work.  I'm 65 years old and doing some thinking of retiring in a couple of years.  I have 28 years in at New View and would truly like to make the 30 year mark.  I have some health problems.  They come and go.  They make me neverous at times.  I also have some very dear friends that are always here when I need them.  Without my friends I know that there would be days when nothing would matter . . . .  they get me through some of those dark days!

Traditionally on Thanksgiving I get together with some of my family.  This year was a little different.  Jim & his family were just coming back from a Disney trip.  Glee & her family all got together with Ron's side of the family.  It's pretty cool when they get together as there's a pretty good-sized bunch of them.  This year they were here in Dubuque at Jim & Diane's.  I'm sure they had a great time.  Barb was able to come for a few hours and then was off to her Dad's for dinner and home for a weekend full of things to do.  I usually put up my tree and decorate my house on Thanksgiving weekend.  Last year my tree died!!  I had bought a pre-lit tree and for some reason, the majority of the lights gave up last year.  By Christmas I had two whole string of lights still lit!  Barb and I decided that we'd just put addtional strings of lights on the tree for this year.  Her plans were to come in Wednesday night, have breakfast with me and then head out for her dad's.  She requested meatloaf for supper so it was almost done when whe got here.  She also brought me a new tree!  It's very pretty.  Has the LED lights and one of the colors is purple.  I love purple lights!!!!  We had supper, did some quick clean-up and put the tree together.  It's got all the bells and whistles that a person could want.  I think we have it figured out!  It rotates (if you want it too).  The lights can fade in and out, blink, stay on all the time, etc.  There's like 7 different combination that you can use.  I chose the lights steady at all times.  It looks real nice.  Barb did a great job of putting it together and helping put ornaments and garland and beads on it.  I have two special new ornaments this year.  One from Hawaii (my sister's gift) and one of the painted inside ornaments from Estes Park, Co.  This one is a believe one.  Barb brought it back for me when she went out to help close up the cabin!   We deocrated on Thursday morning before she left for Harry's.  She drug the majority of the boxes up on Wednesday night.  That's a job in itself.  Actually the majority of them are still sitting here in my living room. 

I slept a lot on Thanksgiving Day.  I have no idea why, but I did.  I have the living room finished and the majority of the kitchen finished.  I still have to put together my JOY tree.  First I must check to see if I have any lights that work for that tree.  I'll put it together later this afternoon.  If the lights don't work, I'll get them this coming week and finish the decorations.  That tree doesn't take very long.  And it looks pretty decent sitting in the corner of my short but sweet hallway!

I have some gifts already bought and can begin to wrap them.  We're celebrating Christmas here on the 15th.  Don't know if I'll be with any of my family on Christmas itself this year.  Things change.  My children have started traditions of their own and the old ones go by the wayside.  I'm looking forward to spending some time with Charlotte & Oliver.  They're both growing and changing so quickly right now.  Especially Oliver.  He's trying to walk, but finds that crawling is so much quicker!  By our Christmas gathering he'll probably be running all over the place.  It will be great having them here.  Jim and the kids came in May but Mandy hasn't been here for a couple of years! 

I have a list of things to buy.  I basically know what I'm getting everyone, now just have to wait for the payday to purchase them!  I also have a trip to Des Moines before the holidays.  I'm planning on driving down on Thursday morning, spending the night in Ankeny and heading back on Friday morning.  It's board packet week for me and I'm pretty sure we won't be ready to send it out on Wednesday!  That's life!  Maybe I can get some shopping in in Ankeny before Barb comes home on Thursday!  We'll see.

It's getting colder . . . and Christmas will soon be here. 

Here's hoping everyone had a blessed Thanksgiving and looking forward to the holidays.  God Bless.  

Friday, November 09, 2012

Pity Party

I couldn't decide how to label this post . . . but in all truthfulness, it was very easy.  I'm having a pity party!  I'm feeling sorry for myself and no one does that better than me!!

I haven't felt well all week but Thursday it really got bad.  I had a great weekend with my daughter, sister and niece at the North Pole Craft Fair in Ankeny last weekend.  My body told me I overdid it before I even got home on Sunday evening.  It was a great fair and I found lots of things that I wanted (and some I really need).  Got some Christmas shopping done, a date set for the Davis Christmas gathering and got to spend some time with my grandchildren. 

Charlotte and Oliver are the most beautiful children in the world (I might be a little prejudice as they're my grandchildren) but I truly do believe that.  I don't get to see them very often.  They and their father were at my place in May and before that was before Oliver was even born.  They just don't head east very often.  I just love the time that I get to spend with them.  Barb ordered pizza for all of us and we had a very enjoyable evening together.  Charlotte & Barb put puzzles together, Oliver played with whatever he wanted and we went looking for clues throughout the living room, dining area and kitchen.  Charlotte has a very vivid imagination!  It's so much fun watching her.  I love my son and daughter very much, but get such a thrill out of being around Oliver and Charlotte!  It was great.

I ended up with a left foot that wouldn't fit into any of my shoes by Monday morning.  And it hurt!  We still haven't completely figured out what happened but I'm happy to say that it's not swollen like it was last weekend.  I also ended up with a very sore throat, headache, stomach problems and very, very tired, by the end of the week.  Went to the doctor today.  He's given me a release to go back to work on Monday, but only if I feel better.  I wouldn't feel wonderful (it's going to take a bit to get to that point) but I have to feel better OR go back to see them.  My blood pressure is elevated A LOT!  I was told to be sure and check it out by Wednesday.  If it's still high I'll need to head back to the doctor's office.  My pressure has been so good lately, so hope it's only that I'm sick that is causing this problem.  If not, well I guess we'll just have to run more tests, etc. 

I can't talk very well as my throat is very sore.  I called Jim tonight after work and told him I didn't think I'd make it to Oliver's party on Saturday.  He thanked me for that . . . seems they have all just gotten over cold-like symptoms too.  They have a trip to Disney scheduled for November 15th and I wouldn't want to spoil those plans.  To be truthful, I really don't feel like driving for 3 1/2 hours.  I'm just pooped!  Can't breath worth a darn, so am hopeful that the weekend will take care of the majority of my problems and I can get back to work on Monday.  I've already made some appointments to meet with new people for orientations and have a couple of reports that are overdue.  I will try not to push myself too hard so that I don't end up in this same situation again.

 I celebrated my 65th birthday in Ankeny this year.  Jim and the kids came over on Thursday night for a bit to eat and to relax.  Charlotte helped me open my present from Barb and we read books.
 I'm not sure Oliver really liked us reading books, but he seemed interested!
 Charlotte & Oliver played with a number of toys, but had a great time playing with Charlotte's beads.  She was more than happy to share with her baby brother!
 I love this picture.  Oliver is a very loving baby.  He puts his head on your shoulder and cuddles!  And then pulls back and gives you a great smile!!!
 He does make me laugh.
 Charlotte helped Barb decorate her patio door windows for Halloween.  They looked great.
Charlotte and I were watching a movie and Oliver decided he wanted in on the fun too!  He was welcomed with open arms!

The birthday weekend was fun.  I always enjoy seeing Oliver and Charlotte.  Time seems to go by so fast when I'm with them.  They're so darn cute!  I'm so lucky to have such wonderful grandchildren!!!

Well, the party time is over.  I'm finally getting sleepy again.  Maybe I'll try and sleep in my bed tonight.  I have problems with gunk running down my throat and giving me that choking feeling.  Sometimes it's just better to sleep in my recliner and let everything else go.  I'm not going to be very productive this weekend even if I do have a number of things that need to be finished, started and continued.  It'll get done eventually!

Monday, October 22, 2012

Tired, tired, tired!!!

I am tired!  I didn't do that much over the weekend, but it seemed we were on the go constantly!  Don't get me wrong, I had a great time.  Got to spend some time with my daughter, my son, my daughter-in-law and my wonderful grandchildren. 

I think what I'm tired about is my job.  I'm tired of all the double standards that we must endure.  Tired of changing something (anything) when we're in the middle of a project or event.  I'm tired of only certain people being the 'bad' guys.  Always getting blamed for things that happen . . . even if they're not anywhere near what happened.  But I'm sure it's their fault!  It's so discouraging to be gone for a couple of days and come back to piles and piles of work, half of which was complete when I left, but now, were changing this and that and you better get some of this work done.  I've already put in extra time today.  Missed lunch (we grabbed a sandwich on the way back to the office and I ate a cold burger and something to drink) while I tried answering phone calls, getting information together for someone that had to have it yesterday (why they didn't ask for it before they absolutely had to have it . . . I DON"T KNOW!!!  It's more fun to watch someone rush around like mad to do work that someone else probably is more than capable of doing.  Found out today that we now have to do paperwork on anyone that has a doctor's excuse for sickness and/or surgery.  We've never done this before and two of us questioned it, but that's the way we do it and as HR I should have known that.  Well . . . if someone would tell me that this is the way we're doing things, I can assure you that it would have been done before I left last Wednesday!!!! 

I have 4 reports due to State, need to get a purchase order for 3 different stores to complete things for an all-agency staffing planned for Monday.  Once I get the stuff I will have to put name tags together, stuff the folders (after I buy them), run off the agendas, sign-in sheets, and whatever else I volunteered to do.  I understand we're working Sunday afternoon at the church decorating tables, and getting things together for giveaways to staff.  Oh goodie, I can miss either a NASCAR race or a football that I'd like to see.  My boss has had to leave early when the Cardinals play or because he's been putting in just too many hours at the office!  And I'll be expected to be at the church before 8 so that I can check everyone in!!  Oh, and take pictures of those that get awards and just shots of everyone and everyone thing that is going on!  Oh heck, I love my job sooooo much!!!  The real problem is I won't get credit for half of this work (or paid for it either).  We do not pay overtime, get your work done in the 40 hours we give you, if you don't, you damn well get it done anyway and not bitch about it!!

Spent the morning on the road.  I went with one of coordinators to Manchester and Hopkinton (you haven't lived until you've been to Hopkinton Elementary).  I had a couple of orientations to do.  And of course the paperwork wasn't done when I got to the office this morning.  All the program manager had to do was sign her name and give it to the Executive Director so he could sign his name.  But NO, she didn't have time.  Doesn't matter that we were late and ended up driving in that downpour this morning.  Couldn't see in front of yourself if you tried!  Slowed us down a bit!!!  But I did get all the paperwork that needed to do complete so they (the new employee) will be paid November 2nd.  I still have about 5 more sitting on my desk.  The Head Start program approved a number of employees and substitutes for their program.  You dont' get paid if you don't have the correct paperwork.  Makes sense to me but we've been waiting to get these people approved for almost 6 weeks.  The Head Start Program couldn't get a quorum together to make any decisions! 

Guess I'm just tired.  I am hoping to work for a couple of more years.  Would like to get in 30 years at New View.  Then I can retire from there and find a job I like!!!!  No, I'd really like to find something on a part-time basis that brings in a little extra income and hopefully enjoy my life a little bit!!!

I did enjoy Charlotte and Oliver.  They are such darling children.  Charlotte has an imagination that never quits.  If Oliver is half that creative . . . well he's going to keep them going!  He's a snuggler!  It's such a wonderful feeling to hold him and have him cuddle down into your neck (and then, of course, he pops his head back up and wiggles all over the place).  He is a delight!  Won't be long and he'll be cruising wherever he wants (or is allowed) to go!  Both of the kids are so beautiful and so wonderfully healthy!  Oh, they get a cold and Oliver has some teething problems from time-to-time but nothing major.  I say my prayers for all my family each night that they are health and happy. 

Went to Lutheran Church of Hope while I was in Ankeny/Urbandale.  It's a wonderful church to attend.  It may be just me, but whenever I go there I get such a feeling of peace.  I feel so comfortable there.  I dearly love their senior pastor.  He's so funny at times.  He's a very compassinate person and cares so much for his fellowman.  I'm pretty sure he lives what he preaches!  I wished that I could find a church like that around here.  Lord of Life is close, but it's a very small congregation.  I just want to go to a church that I feel comfortable at and not have to worry about feeling guilty if I don't belong to this committee or that committee.  I've given my time to my church.  I worked very hard for Grace to become what she did.  I made linen for the altar, I kept the books for years.  And then it was over.  Grace was too small to make it on her own and way to close to Dubuque.  It was a wonderful experience.  My son was the first child baptized at that church.  Both my children were confirmed at Grace Lutheran.  There's some history there.  Life goes on, even if a church doesn't make it.  Religion is a business like everything else in this world.  If there's no money, there's no church!!!  Sad.

I better quit while I'm behind.  The baseball game is on, a football game will soon be on and the presidential debate is tonight.  Glad I have a remote that works!!!!

And I probably should get something to eat, take my meds and then like Ron (my brother-in-law) take a nap before I get up and go to bed!!!!  I leave you with that thought!

Peace.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

It's my birthday!

Happy Birthday to me!  I'm all of 65 today!  And righg this minute (3:21 p.m.) I feel like I'm 82!  I'm so tired!!!  I worked late last night to finish a couple of projects that needed to be done before I leave for Des Moines and my Planners Meeting.  I got done, but I'm not used to sitting at this desk for 12 hours.  I really do need to remember to get up and move around occasionally!

My co-workers surprised me this a.m. with singing happy birthday and pumpkin cupcakes with cream cheese frosting in the shape of the BIG 65!  They made me blow out the candles too!  It was fun and very thoughtful of them.  Sometimes this place isn't all that bad to work at!! 

I received a greeting from my baby brother (you know, Mark, 6 foot 5??? and younger than me) this morning.  That was a nice surprise.  I'm planning on spending some time with my children over the weekend.  How much?  I'm not sure.  Jim said something about supper tomorrow night and Barb has already told me that we're going someplace 'nice' on Friday night!!!  It will be a nice time to be away from home and with the people I love the most in this world.

I miss my grandchildren.  I wished that I lived closer.  I miss my children too, but they aren't changing as much as Charlotte and Oliver are.  But then I have friends who get to see their grandchildren once a year for a couple of weeks and then remember that I don't have it so bad!  Although the trips to Des Moines seem to be getting longer and longer.  I think it's my bones that complain when I finally arrive at my destination that hurt the most!!!  I told Jimmy when he was home a couple of weeks ago that I plan to live to see my grandchildren graduate from high school, college, get married and eventually give me great grandchildren.  We figure I'll have to live to 90+!!!  Hope that happens and that I'm still able to take care of myself!!  Just me and my cane enjoying my family!

Well the front desk just called and said the mail is here and no one is able to bring it upstairs so I'm going down and get it.  Leaving a little early today as the car could use a service job (oil change) and maybe I can drag my stuff down tonight rather at the crack of dawn tomorrow.  Time to rest for a while.

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

More

More, more of everything!  I went to the dentist for a cleaning (or so I thought) and found out that they need to do very extensive cleaning and that sedation was thought to be necessary.  So, okay let's do that.  Well, not until I pay out another $1,035.  Guess that'll
have to wait until after the first of the year!!  My mouth is slowly healing.  My dentist said it looked good.  I did have a stitch come loose and got caught in some food and made for a fun morning at work.  My tongue worried that poor little stitch to death!  Finally it released and then only my tongue and my mouth was sore!!!  It's much better now.

I went to the doctor again today.  I have had such an awful time with my legs lately.  They're extremely dry, cracked actually.  They itch something awful and actually keep me awake nights.  Last night I woke up about 3:00 a.m. and scratched and scratched until my legs were so darn sore.  Couldn't sleep at all then.  I didn't leave any marks on my legs (I have long nails at this time, thought sure I would have broken the skin some place) but lucked out there.  But they ITCH!!!  Constantly.  I can't stand to have anything on them, like covers or slacks.  I finally called the doctor and went in to see if they could figure out what was wrong.  I haven't change my laundry soap, my body wash, my shampoo, my food is the same.  I couldn't come up with anything that I've actually changed.  They now think I am allergic to whatever.  What, they aren't sure.  I have some extra greasy lotion to put on my legs at least twice a day.  Some pills to take before I go to bed and hope that this works out.  It's very uncomfortable.  Guess I'll continue to wear capris to work.  I have a board meeting tomorrow night and plan to bring dress slacks to wear during that time.  He said there's a lot of people having different problems this time of the year with things like that.  Well, I've never had any kind of allergy before.  This is so frustrating.  And very itchy!!! 

I'm so tired of all this crap.  I just would love to have a full day when something didn't hurt to the point where it stops me in my tracks.  Will that ever happen?  I'm betting not.  Maybe I'm just tired.  I have no life.  I get up in the morning, get ready for work, work, come home at night, do some housework, read or use the computer, go to bed . . . and start all over the next morning.  It's pretty darn boring!!  The majority of my friends have children so it's hard to do something with them after work or on weekends.  Once in a while we plan something and go out of town for shopping, etc.  But those times are so few and far between!  Plus the majority of the time I don't feel right spending money on things that I really can live without!!  I'm surely hoping that after the 1st of the year things turn around a little bit for me.  I truly don't believe I can go on like this.

Sandie had surgery on Tuesday.  Mark said she came through it pretty well.  She should be able to come home Friday or Saturday.  I'm not sure how long the recovery is for that type of surgery.  Hopefully it will help her with her pain and she'll be able to work again and do some of the things she loves so much.  I know she missed her gardens very much this past summer.  I say my prayers every night that God Bless my family. 

Think it's time to get off my soapbox!  I'm tired.  I need to take some meds and oil up my legs again.  Hope I can get a few hours of sleep.  Tomorrow will be a long day!

Wednesday, October 03, 2012

More Dentist

It's back to the dentist today!  But only for a cleaning!  Hope none of the teeth I have left fall out after a good cleaning!  I'm guessing the next thing will be to schedule the cavity work to be done.  Having everything done in one sitting.  Put me out again and get the work done!!!

My stitches are still with me.  My  mouth is a little sore and it's hard to remember not to chew on my right side.  I automatically push my food to that side of my mouth!!  And I don't eat as much as I used to either!!!

I'm not looking forward to the visit but I'm not scared out of my mind like I was last week.  Maybe I'm growing up!!!  Using my lunch hour to have the work done.  I'll pick up a sandwich on the way back to the office so I get something in my tummy before supper time.  It will be nice to have clean feeling teeth!

Monday, October 01, 2012

Dentists!

I lived through the surgery at the dentist office!  Actually I knew I would, but I was so darn scared.  Scared enough that I caused an anxiety attack on Monday and more sickness on Tuesday.  By Wednesday morning i was ready to challenge the world and get those teeth pulled!!!  Excuse me . . . extracted!  My driver came and got me around 9:30.  Got to the offices and filled out some necessary paperwork.  They finally called my name and I went back to the surgical unit.  The extraction wasn't bad at all!  But then, I don't remember any of it!  If I had known it was going to be that easy I wouldn't have fussed so much.  Live and learn!  The hardest part of the whole thing was finding a vein to put the IV into.  Two blew immediately and then two of them grabbed my hand and my left arm.  I think they were having a race to see who could find one first!!!  I ended up with the IV in my left arm.  They actually threatened to put it in my feet (I was wearing sandals) and they gave me a rough time about that.  I have some beautiful combat scars from the IV's but everything else went real well.  Betsy picked up my medication and a few groceries that I could eat.  We stopped at Hardee's and got me a milkshake and her some lunch.  She had lunch with me, made sure I took my pain meds and finally left to sleep.  And sleep I did.  I actually didn't have much pain throughout the whole thing.  Maybe I was just lucky.  I am so glad it's over with. 

I stayed home on Thursday as my mouth was still pretty sore.  I can still feel the stitches, but there's not much or any pain.  I had some swelling (to be expected).  I spent Thursday being lazy and got up Friday morning ready to go to work.  I had a medical doctor appointment in the a.m. but went to work first and then onto the appointment.  That one was for my diabetes.  All my numbers were good.  Even lost some weight!  Which for me is a constant battle!!  I didn't feel real good when I when to the doctor's office but figured it was just nerves.  I was lightheaded (of which I usually am) and had a bit of a stomach ache.  After getting back to the office all symptoms seemed to get worse.  Figured I was probably hungry as I haven't eaten much of anything for about a week.  Went out to lunch with a friend.  She told me I looked like hell (actually she told me I looked exhausted!) and I was.  The stomach pains didn't get much better so around 2:00 p.m. I just gave up and came home.  Did some more sleeping.  Think maybe I had a reaction to the pain meds.  Quit taking them.  I had a very quiet weekend at home and feel much better today.

Missed Jackson' birthday party since I fell asleep and didn't wake up until after 4:00.  I try not to sleep during the day as then I can't sleep at night.  I'm planning on heading toward Beth & Karsten's soon for a pizza/birthday party with Beth and her family and Glee & Ron.  Can't miss out a birthday party! 

The trees are absolutely beautiful on the hills in Dubuque.  Such wonderful colors!  Bet the hills around Guttenburg and McGregor are the same.  Sounds like colder weather coming toward the end of the week.  I'm wearing my short pants (capris) until it gets real cold!!  Hate to give them and my sandals up!

Enough . . . you all take care out there!

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Meanderings (is that spelled right?)

My patio door is in and the framing is complete.  Looks pretty nice.  The trim doesn't match the rest of the kitchen woodwork, but I rent, I don't own this place.  I've cleaned the windows once already but they defnitely need to be cleaned again.  Now I can do some major cleaning in that room.  The floor needs to be mopped.  You can see where the water ran and stood before it dried up.  When it rained water came in under the door and floor.  It would pool toward the middle of the room.  I always thought I had just over-watered my plants.  Guess I really didn't check it out real well, just mopped it up and went on. 

I want to put up some Halloween decorations.  I'd love to put up orange lights along the window topper in the living room but . . . my topper is burgandy, olive and tan.  Don't think that would look too good.  Guess I'll settle for my current decorations and enjoy them.

I just checked Mandy & Jim's blog (Mandy always has some darling pictures of the kids) and she didn't disappoint me.  They celebrated their 5th wedding anniversary on 'Saturday.  There is a beautiful picture of Jim & Mandy (I'm pretty sure it's one of Jim's self-portraits) but it's wonderful.  What a happy couple!!  Love the picture.

Tomorrow I have my teeth taken caae of.  I wish I wasn't such a chicken.  I know that I'll get through the whole procedure okay, but I worry about it.  Like I said, I'm such a wimp.  Both dentists that I'm working with right now are great.  The whole staff is.  They have made me feel very comortable while I'm in the office (course when I get home I'm not so sure), but everything will be okay.

My visit to social security went well.  I have a bunch of papers to read through and a couple of things to take care of but beginning January 1, 2013 I'm going to draw down on my funds.  We shall see how this goes. 

Life goes on.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Sunday

I'm sitting here watching the Baltimore/New England game (it's 10:27 p.m.) and seriously thinking I should probably go to bed.  I want to see the weather.  Not that it matters much, I'll have to go to work tomorrow anyway!!  Just wondering what I should wear.

I have an appointment tomorrow morning with social security at 9:05 a.m.  I have no clue how long the appointment will last.  I do have a number of questions to ask regarding starting to draw on social security.  Financially it will help me a lot.  If I understand what everyone has told me it will.  That's why I'm going to talk to someone, so I completely understand what it's all about!  I'm thinking it will be a big help for me financially.  I should be able to put some money away in a savings account and pay off some bills that have been hanging around for a while.  I'm not ready to retirement yet.  I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have work to go to everyday.

Oh I can sit home and watch my butt grow!  But that will get boring real soon!  If possible, I would like to work for at least a couple more years.  time will tell.

The contractor comes tomorrow to finish off my new patio door.  I really intended to do some major cleaning this weekend but since they'll be running in and out I'll wait and do a little each evening and hope I'm done by Saturday evening.  I've been working on vacation memory books for my family.  I'm getting to the point where I'm running out of ink and adhesive!  Hobby Lobby here I come.

Time to call it a day.  Nite.

Saturday, September 22, 2012

Wedding Day

Today is my son's 5th wedding anniversary!  Happy Anniversary Mandy & Jim!!  It was an absolutely beautiful day for a wedding.  Bright beautiful sunlight, warm but not too warm so that my long-sleeved jacket was very comfortable to wear.  It was a very exciting day.  My daughter was in the wedding, my sister and her family, my brother and his wife and nieces and nephews all joined us for the special day.  All except Beth & Karsten.  They were expecting their first child at any time and a trip across the state of Iowa was not recommended.  Jackson will be celebrating his 5th birthday on October 1!!!  I can still remember talking to Beth on the phone from the reception!

They had so many pictures taken at their wedding and for Christmas of that year they gave me a CD of all of them.  I was thrilled to death.  I so love scrapbooking and made a lot of books from all the pictures they gave me.  Another of my gifts that Christmas was a book that Mandy & Jim made up and it means so much to have it.  

The wedding was beautiful.  Jim escorted me down the aisle.  That made me feel so special.  From the pictures you'd think both of us were scared to death (maybe we were) but it's a wonderful memory of their wedding.  From the wedding in Omaha we went to Council Bluffs to the reception.  They had their reception in a beautiful old hall.  Even had a grand staircase.  I had a fantastic time at the reception.  I drank (well I might add), danced and laughed with my family and friends.  It was great.  One of the wonderful things they provided for their wedding and out-of-town family was a trolley that took us to and from the reception.  We arrived in style back at the hotel!!!

We were booked into a hotel with a casino and we all had to visit that for a little while.  Mike was going to show me how to play craps.  I know absolutely nothing about craps (still don't).  I remember Barbie and I having to get the car keys from him (he drove her car back to the hotel before we left for the reception) and we wanted our sandals out of the trunk.  Got 'em!  Barb looked a little ridiculous with her long dress and sandals but she was very comfortable!  She had a dress with a train and ended up holding her dress up the majority of the evening!

We watched Mike play for a bit and then I got bored.  My friend Marilyn was a guest and sat at our table at the reception and she stayed with Barb and I in our room for the event.  Marilyn came down with Glee & Ron and also went home with them, but spent the majority of the time with me.  She's a great friend and it was nice to have someone to be with during the whole event.  When I got bored I sat down at a penny machine near the craps table and began to play.  Marilyn had never played before so when the machine next to me came open I let her have the one I had and took the one next to her.  I always play 50 cents a pull on penny slots and this was no different.  I was talking to her and continued to hit the button on my machine.  All at once she asked me what was wrong with my machine . . . there were coins flying all over the screen.  What happened was I hit a jackpot!  A jackpot of $815.00!!!  Wow!  what a surprise and how wonderful!!!  I cashed that in immediately and had my money.  We played a few more games and finally went back to our hotel room.  We lost Barbie someplace, but knew she could find her way back.  We ordered pizza (at 3:00 a.m.) for myself, Marilyn, Glee, Ron and Mike.  Mike never made it to the room, he pooped out and went to bed.  We enjoyed our pizza and finally decided we should also call it a night.  Barb showed up about the time we were trying to get to sleep!  It was a short night.

The families of Jim & Mandy met in Carter Lake for gift opening on Sunday morning.  Barb and I headed out.  Finally realized we were going the wrong way and finally found our way to Carter Lake and the library.  Jackie had some juices and cake for anyone that was hungry!!  Great breakfast!!  I enjoyed watching my kids open their wedding gifts.  And of course spent some time talking to Mandy's family as well as Harry and his wife.  It was a long drive home as both Barb and I were tired but we got back to Ankeny without mishap.  We took a bunch of wedding gifts to their house and then took a nap before supper time!!  I extended my vacation days one more day and stayed over until Monday and then headed home.  It was a great weekend and will long be remembered.

Many things have happened to all of us since that day.  Jim & Mandy have two beautiful children (Charlotte & Oliver), Beth & Karsten had Jackson the next month and also have a darling little boy, Tristan, that was born a couple years later.  Mandy has a thrieving photography business, Jim has received many promotions within the company that he works for; Barb and I are still with the same jobs that we were when they got married.  Beth & Karsten are rebuilding the farm house they purchased from Beth's grandfather's estate and hopefully will be moving in before the first of the year.  The Baade Kids got their families all together in Des Moines this past summer for a family reunion of sorts.  It was great having everyone together, even if the time was short.  Jim, Josh and Keely had to work part of the time but we enjoyed their company while we were all together.  Hope we can do that again some time soon.  We missed Nick, Danielle & Juno as they are on the east coast in the Navy.  Hopefully another time they will be able to join us. 

Along with good times always comes some bad.  Mandy & Jim lost their twin girls after our vacation time together.  It was a blow for them as well as the grandmothers and grandfathers of the these two wonderful children.  We are all recovering.  Life goes on.  Ruthie Mae and Imogene James will never be forgotten by any of us, they will be in our hearts forever.  Ron lost his father last February.  Mandy lost a grandfather and an aunt.  I've lost some good friends.  I'm getting older and realize that I am going to be loosing more of my family and friends.  The cycle of life!  

We had a beautiful day for a wedding.  The wedding was wonderful and I have great memories of it and everything that went along with it.   Happy Anniversary Jim & Mandy.  My wish for the two of you is that you have many, many anniversaries to celebrate together and more wonderful memories to make!     

Friday, September 21, 2012

Thoughts

I never did finish pictures of the end of our vacation.  Actually I don't think very many were taken.  The only one that I can actually remember is of the boys at breakfast.  I had a wonderful time spending time with my family.  I hope that we can do it again next year. 

Lots of things have happened since our family vacation.  I got home on a Tuesday night to no air.  And that was during the time when we had 100 degree days.  Needless to say, my butter was swimming!!!  The buttons on the unit I have are plastic and the threads were no longer holding onto the metal part so therefore, no air!  Let me tell you it was a bit warm here!!!  No one to call at that time of night and after messing around with it for a bit, I got out my trusty needle-nose tool and got the darn thing turned on.  I have no clue what the temperature is or if the fan is on high, low and I don't care, but I had some air.  Went to bed with a fan running in my bedroom.  Took the next day off to get the air fixed.  Actually didn't have much choice, if I'm not here nothing gets fixed as no one can get in.  Landlady and repairman both came.  One of the guys on the first floor also had no air, but he couldn't turn his on with a handy little tool!  I was to get new knobs for mine and all would be well.  (I'm still putting my air on by plugging it into the wall and when it gets so cold that I can't stand to be in the living room, I pull the plug!  It's not the best fix but obviously between the landlady and the repairman they forgot to fix anything on mine.  Don, on the other hand, got a new unit, with temperature control and a remote control.  I have to use a step stool to put mine on, off and temperature control -- when there's knobs that work)!  Oh well, air season is just about over.

While waiting for the repairman, I received a call from my son Jim.  We didn't talk very long but he did tell me that they had lost their babies.  They were expecting twins sometime in December.  This was a very high risk pregnancy that Mandy and Jim had taken the time from the first to explain to all of us.  Both babies were in the same sack, but if all went well, the doctors would hospitalize Mandy at 24 weeks and monitor her and the babies 24/7.  If either of the twins would go into distress they would deliver.  Chances of this happening weren't good, but we all prayed for the miracle to happen.  Unfortunately it didn't.  I don't understand the whole thing about the mono-mono pregnancy, but basically they strangled each other.  Mandy had an uneasy feeling so on Wednesday they went to the doctor.  No heartbeats and no blood flow was seen on the initial pictures.  We lost our twins.  What a blow.  All Jim really told me on the phone was that they had lost the babies.  He'd talk to me more later.  Wow!  I didn't know what to say, what to do . . . let me tell you I cried a lot.  I so wanted to be a grandmother of twins!  My heart broke for my children.  Mandy and Jim were devastated!  We all were.  I, personally, spent the next week in a fog!  There isn't anything you can do to help the kids, they basically wanted to be left alone.  And if I did talk to them I didn't know what to say either.  I love both of them very much.  All I really wanted to do was give them a hug and tell them that I cared, that I was so sorry and basically that wasn't going to do any good anyway.  The babies were little girls and have received the names Ruthie Mae and Imogene James.  They were baptized.  Jim and Mandy spent some time with them.  They were cremated together and now are with Jesus in heaven watching over their parents and hopefully their Grandma Joy.  It's difficult to put into words how you feel when something like this happens.  My brother and his wife also lost a child many years ago.  Jer was 2 and was killed in a farm accident.  I spent time with my brother during those dark days.  We didn't talk to each other, just sat together, held hands from time-to-time and tried to give each other strength.  It was hard, very hard.   This was harder.  This was my grandchildren.  I have yet to spend any time with Jim and Mandy since this tragic event has happened in our lives.  I have spoken to Jim on the phone maybe 2 times.  I still shed tears for my lost grandchildren and for Jim and Mandy.  I'm at a loss as to what to say to Jim or even what to do.  They are coping as best they can.  They have two wonderful children to care for and love.  They are trying to bring normal back to their lives.  Mandy has published a lot of pictures of the kids.  They are having fun being a family.  The hurt to their hearts, as well as mine, will be there forever.  It doesn't go away, but it does fad in time.  Ruthie and Imogene will never be replaced.  Life goes on.  When I lost my dad a friend told me (very bluntly) that I had to make a decision -- I could exist or get on with my life.  Hard words to hear when you've lost someone you love so very much.  But I chose to live and get on with my life.  Mandy and Jim have chosen the same path.  Their babies will never be forgotten, but their lives will go on.  It's hard to accept 'it was God's plan' as an answer, but I guess I have.  I don't know about my children.  I don't understand why but I do know that he has his reasons for everything that happens to us.  Faith is a wonderful thing to have, it also hurts so bad at times.  

Now I'm facing some big time dental hurts!  Dentists scare the hell out of me!  All goes back to when I was young and an episode that happened to me.  For whatever the reason, I can't seem to get over it.  I've been having some pain in my mouth and my front teeth are awful.  I finally got enough guts to see a dentist.  It's going to cost me a bit, but I am going to get my smile back and be able to laugh out loud without having to always cover my mouth.  I have to have two extracted (one is beyond repair and the other is a wisdom tooth that is coming in very crooked!)  I'm scared to death, but will be having sedation dentistry.  I go to have the teeth taken care of this coming Wednesday.  Basically I have to take the whole day off from work.  Need to be at the dentist office at 9:45 for the IV and the surgery will be about half an hour.  I have to stay in the office for about an hour after surgery to make sure all is well.  I have a friend that will be my driver for the day and be at the office while I'm in surgery.  Betsy will take me home (or get up the steps is more like it) and then we'll use cell phones to communicate the rest of the day.  I'm thinking I'll be doing a lot of sleeping and please say a prayer that I won't have any problems once I'm home.  Drugs are wonderful and I'm sure I'll have something for pain, if needed.  The tooth that is unrepairable has an abscess so I'm sure I'll have to have medication for that.  I'm hoping to only have to be off work for one day.  I may not be the happiest of campers on Thursday morning but my plans right now are to go to work.  Guess I'll take it a day at a time.  After the surgery I'll be having an implant and that takes a few months to get my mouth back in good shape and have everything work the way the dentist wants it to.  I also have a number of cavities (imagine that) but they too will be taken care of in one sitting.  Again sedation will be used.  It's the only way I'm going to be able to make that work.  Dentists scare me.  Both of the dentists I'm working with right now are very reassuring and are trying very much to make me comfortable.  I'll get through this, but I don't think I'm going to be the happiest of people during it.  

I also have medical doctor appointments within all the dentist appointments.  Life is just a merry-go-round at times.  Medical is just blood work for diabetes, but means at least 2 visits to the doctor's office. 

I am also taking some time to go to social security and talk to them about retirement.  Well not really retirement, but beginning to collect on my social security.  I've found in the last couple of months a number of my friends that are doing that.  Working and collecting.  I'll be 65 next month and can collect my full benefits at 66.  I have a lot of questions and know that Kathy will be able to help me out.  But again, I have to take off work!!!!!  I'm sure all will work out in the end.  Some days I feel like I'm chasing my own tail!!!  When all that is over, I want a vacation.  A real vacation -- go someplace for a couple of days and just relax.  Let someone else feed me!  I know it won't be anything special, just a couple of days away from Dubuque.

I've been working on memory books for my family from our vacation.  I have one complete and working on another.  I've been running off different pictures for the people that I'm making the books for.  That is my saving grace!  Scrapbooking keeps me sane (unless I run out of adhesive!)  

It's time to do something with the time I have today.  Said my piece.  Please pray for my son and his family.  I ask God to bless them and keep them safe everyday.  Help them through this hard time in their lives.
 

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Vacation: Day 3

The continuing story of the Sass/Foels/Davis/Baade Family Reunion . . . .

Monday was Zoo day!  It was another warm (right around 100 degrees again) in Des Moines day but heat doesn't seem to bother the kiddos and they wanted to see the Zoo.  When we found the camels they all wanted to ride.  First up was Jer and Jackson.  They became the best of friends over the weekend.  They didn't even hesitate in climbing on the camel and away they went!!!  More to follow. 
I am fascinated with giraffe.  I don't really know why but was real glad that Blank Park Zoo has some.  This is one of the babies.  Aren't they adorable??? 
 We saw part of the sea lion show and the then found the underground passage where you could watch them swim and play.  Jer found a baby seal willing to play with him and Jackson.  The baby followed the piece of grass that Jer moved around on the glass.
 Told you everybody got a ride.  This was Barb and Charlotte's turn.  The only one of the little ones that didn't ride the camel was Oliver . . . and he was sleeping.
 Everybody rode the train that day too.  Here's Barb and Charlotte ready to go!!!
Beth and Jackson were ready to ride!!!
We're back in the Children's Zoo and the brothers are checking out the goats.  This is one of Charlotte's favorite places to go.  She loves feeding the goats.
 Charlotte was more than happy to show Tristan and Karsten how to feed the goats.  Barb bought goat and fish food for all.  And they all had a great time feeding the animals.
Charlotte found a little goat to feed.  
Tristan and Karsten are ready to ride, or at least Tristan is!  All the little ones (and a couple of bigger ones) got ride, except Oliver . . . he took a nap.
 Getting ready to feed the fish.  This is the windup pitch!!!
We went through the Discovery Center at the Zoo and Tristan got the best seat in the house.  He didn't stay in it long but he's enjoying it here! 
 Barbie with her favorite little person -- Oliver.  Getting ready to board the train.
Charlotte and Barb are ready to go!!  Hang on there Charlotte! 
 Jer and Jackson say 'hey'!!!!
 Saddle up!!!
Ready to feed the fishes!!! 
Up close and personal!!
Let's get this train on the rails and ride!!!!
We were checking out the 'big' cats at the Zoo when the boys found this truck.  They all wanted to drive (of course).  Tristan must have won this round cuz he's heading for the steering wheel!
Tristan feeding a goat!  Doesn't that look like fun??
Jackson's turn at the wheel.  Notice Tristan is leaving the truck!!!
 Jer's waving good-bye to Grandpa!!
We watched a short show with the sea lions and then headed underground to play with the baby seals.  Jer had one following the stick that he had in his hand.  Cool!
 The new 'kid' in the zoo.  Think his name is Jackson!!!
 It was a very hot day and after eating hot dogs and french fries, the boys decided they needed a treat!  Push-up for Jackson and a big blue drink for Jer.
Jackson's turn to feed a goat.  I have yet to figure out how the goat gets his head back into the cage, but they must, cuz I didn't see any just hanging there!!!
 I really was there and this proves it.  My sister and I on the train!
Sandie and Jer feeding the giraffe!  Aren't they cool???
 
As usual there's no reason to my pictures, but just the way I download them.  It was a fun day at the Zoo.  We left around noon, did a little shopping and then headed back to the hotel and the pool.  Beth, Karsten, Jackson and Tristan joined Mandy for a photo shoot!  They were pleased when they joined us at the pool.  Can't wait to see the pictures. 

More later . . . .

Monday, August 20, 2012

It's Monday

Well it's Monday again.  Time to get back to work!  I still haven't finished putting all my pictures on the blog.  I did start another blog, but it doesn't look very nice, so will continue with this one for now.  I do have the pictures all picked out for this but just haven't taken the time to do it.

It's one of those days.  I really am beginning to believe that my computer at work just absolutely hates me!  We lost our Internet on Friday, it's back today.  I'm working on our employee newsletter and having a terrible time getting pictures put into my text.  I just keep plugging away, but it gets so frustrating when it doesn't work the way I think it should. 

I've finally gotten back to scrapping again.  I have all those beautiful pictures from vacation to do.  I'm up to the Zoo in the book I'm doing for Beth.  She gets the first one.  It was her idea to go to Des Moines and get the families together.  It was a great idea!  It was nice having everyone together.  We missed Nick and maybe another time all of us can be together and take pictures of families!!!!  I so wanted a picture of my sister, brother and myself, but we never got around to those kind of pictures.

Scrapping is my out from the world.  July was a very emotional month for me and the rest of my family.  When Jim called and said they had lost the babies, I truly wasn't sure how to react.  Lots of tears, lots of time of reflection.  I so wanted to be a grandmother of twins!!!  God works in mysterious ways and I know in my heart that this was his plan, but it's kinda hard to take sometimes God.  I haven't spoken to my kids since all this happened.  They have pretty much kept to themselves.  They've been doing things with their children and sharing some pictures with us all.  I appreciate that very much. 

I can still remember when Jer was killed in an accident.  I spent some time with my brother.  We didn't talk much (hardly at all) but it was just a comfort to be with him during that time.  Lots of tears at that time too.  Life goes on, even though sometimes we wonder why.

I so want to spend some time with Jim & Mandy and family, but guess now isn't the time.  I'm in Des Moines later this week for a meeting.  Jim's birthday is soon, so will leave something for him and the kiddos at Barb's place.  I'm seriously thinking of staying over Thursday night, doing some shopping in Ankeny (my favorite scrapbook store is there) and then head home on Friday afternoon.  It will on depend on what's happening at work and just how I feel about everything.  I finally have gotten back on all my meds (hope that helps).  

Well I best get back at doing something or another.  Will get pictures up soon.  That's what makes a blog so cool . . . pictures.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Vacation - Day 2

Sunday, June 15.  Oliver's baptismal day.  Barb's house wasn't too bad as far as heat was concerned.  We had all the windows open overnight and got up early enough to shower and dress before it got too hot.  Services were at 11:00 a.m. at Lutheran Church of Hope in West Des Moines.  Hope is a beautiful church.  I very much enjoy going to services there. 

The rest of the family was at the hotel and enjoyed some water time in the morning.  Barb and I went to the baptism and had dinner at the Pizza Ranch with Jim, Mandy and family.  The Sass Family and the Foels Family headed to the Science Center downtown Des Moines.  They had a great time.  Beth has some cool pictures on her blog of what the boys all did.

We got a call from Mark right after church saying they should be in Des Moines around 3:00 p.m.  Just as we were leaving the Pizza Ranch got another call from them and they were at the hotel.  They needed Barb with getting checked in so we headed for the hotel.  Got Mark & Sandie checked in and Barb left to go back to her place to pick up our luggage so we could check in.  Mark called Josh and Keely and they headed over to the hotel to enjoy the pool also!!! 

Barb and I had pizza for lunch and also for supper.  It was the easiest to order for the whole bunch of us.  No one really minded, we all love pizza.  We were so glad that Mandy and Jim were able to join us.  I think they relaxed a little bit after Oliver's big day. 

Jer decided to stay with Grandma and Grandpa Baade so was with us the majority of the rest of the weekend.  Jer and Jackson became the best of friends.  It was so cool that the cousins all got to know one another.  We're already talking about doing this again next year!!!

Oliver & his Daddy  just before baptism.  Love the cap!
The Jim Davis Family
I just like this picture.  Charlotte loves her baby brother! 
 Getting ready for the pool.
Jackson is ready for action!!! 
The Foels Family.  Pool night with the gang
Grandma even got into the pool and had some fun! 
 Jer and Jackson had a great time together in the water.
Josh and Griffin enjoying the pool. 
Karsten and Jackson coming down the BIG slide! 
Tristan coming down the slide out of the priate ship!!  Daddy helped! 
SPLASH!!!! 
Tristan loves the water!!! 
It's time to eat!  And we did a good job of it!!!  
After we were finished eating those of us that weren't in our
swimming suits changed and had a great time! 

The Foels family and Sass family spent the morning in the pool and the afternoon at the Science Center, downtown Des Moines.  They had a great time at both places! 

We talked Jim and Mandy and kids into joining us Sunday evening at the pool.  We all had a great time and it was a great place to cool off!  It was one hot weekend that we chose to take vacation together.  After going through my pictures (and everybody elses) I realized that I didn't take any of Barbie, Glee or Ron.  Believe me they were all there.  Couldn't have been at the hotel without Barb's discounts!!  Or at least they sure helped with the costs!!!  

Onto Day 3 . . . . .